Sad

 Ugh, I’m sad... a show closing is like a death, there’s a mourning process.  This one was special, my first professional clown experience, I wanted it, I trained, I got it.  Beyond grateful for the experience, yet wanting more more more.  Today I will go get my stuff and say goodbye to that gorgeous theatre,  it will be sad, there is no way to get around that.  So I will walk through that feeling with a smile for the simple fact that I did it, I got it done.  Ugh, but I’m sad....