Staying on purpose

The fight of us all to find and have a purpose in days of nothing needing to be done.  The luxury of time and the self pressure of what to do with it, write a book simply for the joy?  For profit is uncertain.  Create an new act when creativity is limited.  Reinvent yourself to find a new purpose. Questions to ask yourself, now that we have the time... and what... heal thyself.  Release self doubt, release unworthiness.  All running around trying to find that which gives purpose.  In the midst of it all just trying to stay happy, staying grateful yet feeling the pull of something and so unclear about what that is, searching searching searching...